come down and push and push and push....

so it's been a few days since my last post, here's why:

7am: Wake
8am: Sign in and find a seat with a little bit of mirror space for am yoga
8:30-10am:Yoga
10:30-12pm: Shower, change, lunch
12pm: sign in
12:30-4pm: Posture clinic
4-5pm: change into yoga wear
5pm: sign in
5:30-7:30pm: Yoga
7:30-8:30pm: Shower and dinner
9-? Lately it's been anywhere from 1am to 4am: Lecture(mostly Bikram sharing), Bollywood and Indian history movies


I have hardly anytime to call my husband, family and friends, let alone use the restroom at times That is not a complaint... it's fun and there are literally hundreds of others going through the same regiment, feelings of uncertainty and physical demands. I'm having fun, meeting people from all over the world and I get to practice, talk and think about yoga all day. It feels similar to a jr. high camp. Imagine a room full of adults sprawled out on the floor watching a mandatory Indian movie until 4 in the morning. I wish I would have taken a picture. Getting up in the morning for early yoga is brutal but strangely I come out depleted and refreshed. Its nuts!

It's pretty incredible to be a part of a worldwide yoga community. Some of the countries people traveled from include Sweden, Czech Republic, Iran, Mexico, Spain, France, Morrocco, India, Japan, Russia, Germany, Canada(lots from BC,) New Zealand, Australia, Uzbekistan, Lithuania, Hong Kong, Taiwan, Cypress, Portugal, etc, not to mention folks from all over the US.
I'm fortunate to meet all of these people, now in this cult like Bikram community. Most have stories about how yoga has drastically transformed their lives and some are just awe inspiring. We are all here from all corners of the world pursuing health, life, happiness and desire to share this gift with others.
There a few people in particular that I've bonded with and we've unofficially branded ourselves as the 4 corners team. The first day we were served lunch we ended up randomly sitting together. Darrick, from San Jose, Me, from Seattle, my roomy, Linda from Florida, and a sweet couple, Pejma and Cammi from New York. Hence the name 4 corners team. We don't really refer to ourselves as that but we've enjoyed spending some quality meals, laughs and good times together so far.

I do have a complaint even though I know it's all "part of the process." We are in our 4th day of "Half Moon Pose or another words Ardha Chandrasana" dialog recitation. Each one of us is required to get on stage and recite the first pose along with rotating in demonstrating the pose with 4 others as one person enthusiastically throws up dialog. It has to be word for word and then be critiqued by Bikram in front of all our peers and staff. Some are awesome and some aren't so much. NERVEWRECKING!! I think I've sat through over 16 hours of watching people recite the same dialog back to back and I'm waiting for the line to shrink before getting up there. All 315 yogis are required to recite and sit through this process. It's pretty brutal because everyone is required to watch, listen and learn how we can deliver it better the Bikram way for over 3.5 hours at a time. The waiting and redundance is boring and tough to bear but there are so many different accents, some in other languages, ways of expressings and personalities, it's beautiful.


Moving on...I have never met or have known of anyone that likes him/herself more than Bikram and I guess he's trying to teach all of us to do the same. Although he is arrogant, I like him. He's speaks the truth as far as helping people heal their bodies, is compassionate and has a great sense of humor. He's living proof and has better health that many of my friends in their 20's and I think he's around 60 now.
Some of his phrases include: "I'm going to prove it to you..." "you follow me," " There is no other person in the world that knows...more than me," uh uhhhhh," "am I rrrright?"
A funny rule he shared a few days ago went something like this..."no touchie touchie, no kissie, kissie, no huggie huggie, no f#$%ie F@#$ie." Apparently about the 4th week in the ladies chakras points all open up causing major horni-ness so there's lots of fooling around between the single yogis here. HA LOL!


Overall it's a pretty amazing experience, hard but amazing nonetheless. There's just too much to realllly process right now and I'm exhausted, inspired and just trying to be in the moment right now. Apparently this is a pretty easy week so I'm mentally preparing myself for the worst. Tonight's yoga session was the first time people were leaving the room, a few people threw up, some couldn't do the postures and some broke down crying. It was a hot class unlike the others and faster in speed. It's tough and yoga helps people to release and let go of emotional baggage and deal with things we surpress. Bikram taught a 90 minute class with humor as always, he yelled at folks a little more and kicked some sick people out of the room so they wouldn't throw up on the carpet, then played his "disco music" after class, which resembled a new agey techno beat. There were parts that sounded like "children" by Robert Miles. Bikram has a cd out and singes well. I'm still undecided about his music but he's a singer among other things he's been in his life. He's always singing and dancing. He's unconventional and strange at times but it makes no differece to me because he re-balances, revives, reorganizes body parts, and heals people through his yoga therapy he's developed for over 30 years.


As far as acommodations and living in PS, I can't expect much more from the staff here, they are great, the food is decent and the scenery is beautiful. The hotel is always crowded with good music and energy, lots of people hanging out everywhere-the pool, the bar in the center of the hotel, etc. I'm looking forward to exploring the area once the weekends open up. For now, I'll be spending my time sleeping, shopping for food, sleeping, laying by the pool and studying during the weekend.

There's too much to share but I'm going to try and save energy because 1) get up earlier for 8am class 2)write in my personal journal 3) pray


namaste